Hi, my name is Asim and I'm creating Until After because I'm scared. I'm scared I won't live to see tomorrow. The notes app in my phone has been a lifelong clutch of mine. When I'm feeling lost, I write in it. When I need to have a talk with someone, I write down all my raw thoughts there. When I have a crazy idea, I jot it down there... Unfortunately, I never get a chance to go back and view all my notes because scrolling through them one by one is tedious. Even more sad, I don't think anyone will ever be able to read through them. Journaling has basically saved my life and I hope it can save others. Journaling is such a healthy outlet for me knowing my thoughts are kept private. Over time, I've become more diligent about journaling my daily experiences and emotions though I've never had an easy way to digest all the unique information I've created over months and years. I've had countless life defining moments, but over time they all blend in, making it hard for me to reflect on my lifes trajectory. Recently, I thought to myself, "I'd love to make my journal public to the world when I die." Well, what better way to leave behind my legacy than to leave behind my life's journal. I hope my great great grand children can go through my Until After journal someday, and maybe even give it a mention in their own Until After journals. Maybe they'll be reading both mine and my wifes journals and comparing how both of us came together in each of our own narrations. Maybe someday, Until After will be something beautiful.